I have said that a lot over the past two-plus years. Because I have many reasons to have a heart that is overflowing with good things and good emotions. This morning, early as it is, I have not gone to sleep because my heart is indeed full.
So many things are in my head: school, my children, and my love for people. It's like I don't want to go to sleep for fear that I would miss something important, even though it is so late it's almost not worth going to sleep anymore.
My heart is brimming with love for the people in my life, even if some of them don't readily notice it. My heart is wanting to show others that I love them so much, and it is the timing and distance that prevents me from doing just that. It is at once a marvelous and maddening feeling.
I want to help Isaac, and I want to show Danielle and her family how much I love them. Yes, I do. I want to show Isaac and Savannah how much they are loved by me, and I want them to always know that. I want Danielle's family to know that too, that I love them quite nearly as I do my own family. I hope I can always say that, and show everyone -- Isaac, Savannah, and Danielle and her family that that love is constant and unending.
Sometimes, I get scared writing that, but it's true, and I can't hide it. I'm writing this at this hour because I don't want to hide the way I feel inside, and I want everyone to know it.
My heart is full to the point of overflowing. I hope it always is this way. I am so thankful to my Heavenly Father for making me feel this way.
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