Cherie and the kids are on their way to Las Vegas. That's a good thing. I hope and pray that they are safe.
Another good thing happened today. I called a friend of Cherie's who lives in Las Vegas, and hopefully, they'll be able to connect. I certainly hope so. I spoke to Danita for just a few minutes, and I hope she got the sense that I love Cherie and the kids and just want them to enjoy some time with an old friend.
I have prayed for so long for something good to come out of something I do. Last week, I tried the same thing, and it didn't work out. I wonder if Heavenly Father knows how much I wanted it to work out and how much I want this to work out.
What am I expecting? See last post. Nothing, really. Oh, I would love for something to happen, but I can't set myself up for disappointment. Now, if something did, something positive, well, you haven't seen me as happy as I could be in a long, long time.
And that's the thing. Even though I am expecting nothing, I would be lying to you if I said I WANTED nothing. Because I do. The whole wide world knows that. Yes, including Cherie. At least I think she knows that.
It's not my place to force that emotion. All I can do is keep doing what I've been doing, which I think is the right thing. I think I'm doing the right thing. I think the Lord would tell me if I wasn't.
I can only hope that Cherie and the kids get to see Danita. There's only so much I can do. If it is the Lord's will, and He knows what I want, they will meet, have a good conversation, and the Lord will take it from there.
I only hope I did my part.
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